Nothing is ever as bad as Chemo

There are hills and valleys and some hills are not worth fighting for. Surrounding yourself with things that make you smile is important. Laughter is important. Deep cleansing breaths and praying about everything.

Cancer still Impacts my life

Life is precious and short. Grudges don’t matter. Forgiveness is a gift, gratefulness is the only option.

Today was one of those mornings

My heart is saying its strangers. It’s going back to school. Which I always swore I would never do. It’s finding parking and finding the room. It’s making phone calls and disrupting our status quo so much. I’m a cancer survivor, I shouldn’t have to fight so much in my life. My heart is always the bad guy 😦

Changing my Perspectives

So we started a journey and made people aware that we were not asking why. We stepped forward on the journey that was filled with unknowns but stood fast without asking God the whys. Although others did not join us on this path of trusting God and there were times when Why crept in. We did not fixate on it. That change of perspective allowed me to see the blessings raining down.

Our Wedding trip

Every anniversary we are given is a gift. Every single one is a closed chapter on the worst chapter and it causes distance and time and healing.

Reflections on September

My faith changed, instead of following God in a childlike way, I desperately clung to God. I knew straying from the path he destined was filled with no safety net.

Life as a Cancer Survivor

Life as Cancer Survivor I’m a cancer survivor. I know I have said this before, sometimes I have to say it out loud to remind myself. The end of August to September always makes me feel melancholy and reflective. How does life work now that I have a new normal? Most … Continue reading Life as a Cancer Survivor →