Introvert or Extrovert

I’m an introvert disguised as an extrovert I do not like big crowds or loud parties I find my peace in nature, zoos and books But I have to be an extrovert I play the part very well Pleasing everyone in the public eye Being everything to everybody  Everybody wants something from me I’m an…

10 Years of Marriage

Good Morning friends, I celebrated my 10 anniversary with Jman on Friday, September 18th. Some days its feels like 20 years and other times I remember the day clearly as yesterday. We celebrated by ordering in, getting our favorite cupcakes, getting champagne, and just relaxing and being together. As we had trips planned and other…

Things I am thankful For 9/15/2020

Things I’m grateful for Today 9/15/2020 Today is 9/15/2020 Its the middle of September  Of the year 2020. I am grateful for: Christ’s blood who saved me Jeremiah My family  Rainbows Ncis My apartment My Job(most of the time) My Funko Pops My Books Disney Fans My 10th anniversary is in a few days Sunflowers…

When the world is Loud

When the world is Loud: When the world is loud I want to hide. All my neurons are firing and my sensitive nerves flare up. When the world is loud I want to yell Scream at the top my lungs for silence When the world is loud I want to move  Where the world is…

9 years ago today.

I did end up beating cancer. But the new normal was so different than the old normal. Rubbing alcohol turned my stomach now, jolly ranchers candies were no longer a candy I liked. Haircuts and other such things brought on anxiety. Anxiety and panic attacks became normal. Claustrophobia is a thing I deal with now. We moved from our one-bedroom apartment to living with our family. Jman shifted jobs, and I went back to work. Life was just about surviving.