9 years ago today.

I did end up beating cancer. But the new normal was so different than the old normal. Rubbing alcohol turned my stomach now, jolly ranchers candies were no longer a candy I liked. Haircuts and other such things brought on anxiety. Anxiety and panic attacks became normal. Claustrophobia is a thing I deal with now. We moved from our one-bedroom apartment to living with our family. Jman shifted jobs, and I went back to work. Life was just about surviving.

He Understands…

He understands...He understands the pain.Whether from a nail piercing through the fleshOr a needle barely scratching the skin.Blood flows filled with love, sacrifice and redemption.He understands the feeling of abandonment.From a loved one.From a parent who turned a blind eye to suffering.But saving grace and forgiveness still resounds.He understands the suffering.Drawn out with no chance…

Why God???

Why God? Why God? Why God? Do I feel like I’m being left behind God? Nobody seems to care about me God Why God? Why God? I’ve struggled with this feeling invisible God But not as much as now God Why God? Why God? Why do I not feel like the door is open to…

Today

Today How are you today? How are things? I am struggling a little bit. Last week was stressful for my husband and I, and this week has been kind of my rest and relaxing and reflecting on last week. I  didn’t know what to write today however when I decided to do a photography blog.…

Random Photos

Random Photos There are a few hobbies that I think I am good at. Cooking is one of those, writing has been slow coming, but photography was one that I have stated that I am good at. It’s also one of those hobbies my dad and my brother, and I share. We would often see…

May 18th 2020

May 18th  Good Morning, How are you? I know it’s been a hot minute since I wrote here. How am I? We have been on Shelter in Place since March 16th, Two months. During that time, my life hasn’t changed that much, but at the same time, it has changed a lot.  Most of you…