Introvert or Extrovert

I’m an introvert disguised as an extrovert I do not like big crowds or loud parties I find my peace in nature, zoos and books But I have to be an extrovert I play the part very well Pleasing everyone in the public eye Being everything to everybody Everybody wants something from me I’m an … Continue reading Introvert or Extrovert →

10 Years of Marriage

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Good Morning friends, I celebrated my 10 anniversary with Jman on Friday, September 18th. Some days its feels like 20 years and other times I remember the day clearly as yesterday. We celebrated by ordering in, getting our favorite cupcakes, getting champagne, and just relaxing and being together. As we had trips planned and other … Continue reading 10 Years of Marriage →

Things I am thankful For 9/15/2020

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Things I’m grateful for Today 9/15/2020 Today is 9/15/2020 Its the middle of September Of the year 2020. I am grateful for: Christ’s blood who saved me Jeremiah My family Rainbows Ncis My apartment My Job(most of the time) My Funko Pops My Books Disney Fans My 10th anniversary is in a few days Sunflowers … Continue reading Things I am thankful For 9/15/2020 →

When the world is Loud

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When the world is Loud: When the world is loud I want to hide. All my neurons are firing and my sensitive nerves flare up. When the world is loud I want to yell Scream at the top my lungs for silence When the world is loud I want to move Where the world is … Continue reading When the world is Loud →

9 years ago today.

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I did end up beating cancer. But the new normal was so different than the old normal. Rubbing alcohol turned my stomach now, jolly ranchers candies were no longer a candy I liked. Haircuts and other such things brought on anxiety. Anxiety and panic attacks became normal. Claustrophobia is a thing I deal with now. We moved from our one-bedroom apartment to living with our family. Jman shifted jobs, and I went back to work. Life was just about surviving.